Why??

Why??!! Why did he have to come around now? I can't see why he could go a hole damn year with out a single word and now hes "oh so proud" of his kids? I don't get it! He caused so much stress in all of our lives, so why now? Can't he just move on and leave me alone? You wanna know why I'm going to college next year, so I won't be a bum like him! I want to do something with myself! Not sit at home a get piss ass drunk everynight! GRRNESS!!!!! ok, now that thats out of the way, if anyone hasn't guessed, my mom got ahold of my father. But that whole situation pisses me off, so... I went x-mas shopping this weekend and I hooked it up for my mama and sister. i spoiled them, and myslef. I just had to buy me a new x-mas outfit and it would have been really expensive but I had this coupon for buy one get one free. It's really pretty! I love to shop!!! I had to go with my cousin Sarah, who is 5 months pregnet. It was kinda depressing because she was going on about how fat she was and how she has no friends. I fell like I'm her only friend and shes lucky that I forgave her for the shit she pulled when the family first found out she was knocked up. She and I wouldn't even be talking if she didn't say sorry and tell the truth about me! But anyways, I'm gunna go to lunch so bye I guess!
Love, Stephany