GRRNESS!!!

So, today I'm feeling really edgey and tired. I'm not feeling to hot, I'm very tired cuz I got called into work last night cuz my co-worker was "sick"! Whatever! Bob and Cathy won't get off my ass about stupid math! I did my hour of math and I'm done for the day! Just cuz I got my work done and have some free time doesn't mean you can make me sit through another hour of struggling! I hate when people try to make me do things that I sure as hell am NOT gunna do! They won't help me on it! All they do is sit there like I'm suppost to know what they are talking about! GRRRRRR!!! I didn't even wanna come in today, the only reason I did is cuz its the end of the marking peroid and I need to make sure I finish my music theory stuff. People just need to back off and let me do my own thing because I'm not in the mood to be pushed around today! I'm just in a mood now because Bob and Cathy are being dictators, like always!I've just got a lot on my mind. One third of my last school year is gone and I'm still clueless on what I'm going to do after high school. I could stay here, I could go to Florida, I could go with my mom and sister and live in Indiana. But I dunno! I've just began giving my name and information out to colleges, and I filled out one or two scholarships. My life is runing by way to fast and I'm way, way behind it. What am I to do? Theres a privet college in Indiana that sounds pretty interesting but I don't know if I want a religious eduation. I went to a privet school and hated it there. I don't even attend church anymore, and I used to sing in the choir, but not anymore. I miss singing in the choir and I miss having "friends" there, even though I didn't! Only dirty little liers who destroy peoples lives cuz they're just jelious of me! I miss knowing that there where people there who cared about me and knew my situation with my ass hole of a father and all. The pastor there really tried to work with Martin, but it didn't work. I dunno, just today is going down hill and I can feel that its only gunna get worse!