The Tables Have Turned

For the first time in my life, I relied on the school and other people whom I usally don't and won't open up to, for the help I and my family really, really need. We are on the virge of loosing our house, all our bills are disconnect notices, and I felt as if we were screwed! I never really thought about all the people that really care about my well-being! Thanks so much to Mr. Wurst, Bob, Cathy, Mrs. Casey for dropping everything just to help my family find a way out of this mess! I hate the thought of money controling everything in my life but it does! I hate thinking that I'd have to give up choir, and my after school choirs just to work extra hours so we can buy food or something! It really sucks!I hate the thought of moving back to Indiana just so we can make it! I don't wanna leave yet! I'm doing so well, and I'm loving my senior year, I just can't think of throwing that all away because we can't afford to pay rent or bills. Money is the root of all evil and all it does is screw people over. So, if I come off edgey or rude, just know that I don't mean it, things are really hard at home and all I can think about is the "what ifs"! I love you all and I thank you all so much for supporting me, eevn if you have no clue whats going on.

*~Stepahny~*